I love butterflies but the reason why might surprise you. Growing up I always saw myself as having no purpose in life and I often felt ugly. When I wasn’t feeling ugly about my physical looks I felt ugly on the inside. I never thought I would be good enough. I thought about how life would be without me in it and honestly I thought people would be better off. I thought God got me wrong. My parents weren’t expecting to have me, I was born a twin. I was the unexpected surprise. So maybe God got it wrong.
One thing is for sure, God never gets it wrong!
As I got older I had to figure a way out of feeling like this. I watched Oprah a lot and learned about self-help and felt like I could figure it out on my own.
Growing up I heard the story of ‘The Ugly Duckling’ often but that never really connected to me. Something that did connect for me was butterflies. I always loved butterflies because of their beauty but then I really thought about where they come from. I thought of caterpillars as ugly. To me they were not as beautiful as a butterfly. So that must be God’s plan for all of us. We all at one time or another have felt ugly, even if the people around us may not see it. For some if feels longer than others. Heck, you may think you are never going to get to that beautiful stage, but guess what? You are beautiful even if you don’t see it.
God truly created each and every one of us for a certain reason and to be beautiful. He wishes we all could see the beauty he sees.
If you are questioning your purpose in life or not loving what you see in the mirror, pray for clarity and don’t give up on life. God is always there for us even if we don’t realize it. He will help you see the beauty if you let him. Look at a beautiful butterfly and know that you are just as beautiful for being you. Or look at the ugly caterpillar and cheer it on to becoming what it is meant to be. You will get there just like the caterpillar. Keep your faith. Keep your hope. Most importantly keep on loving yourself as you are today.
God help us to see the beauty that you see in each of us. Please put in our path those who are going to lift us up and not tear us down. Thank you for each day you give to us and the opportunity it brings.
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When you hear the word evangelization what comes to mind? For me it’s Billy Graham or someone who had fallen on hard times and ended up being ‘saved’ and now wants everyone to hear his/her story. To me it was someone who was preaching (I thought of preaching in a negative sense) about what I should believe and why I should believe in it. I associated it with those I thought were Born Again Christians. Now I am learning so much more.
The definition of evangelization according to Merriam-Webster dictionary is; to preach the gospel and to convert to Christianity. Pope Paul VI wrote the Evangelii Nuntiandi (Evangelization in the Modern World). It says that to evangelize means to bring the Good News of Jesus into every situation and to convert individuals through the divine power of the Gospel.
Did you know you can be or may already be an evangelist? For me preaching what I believe to others is very difficult. I don’t like the idea of trying to get you to change your beliefs. I have found through blogging that I enjoy sharing what I am learning with others but I hope that it does not ever sound like I am telling people what I think they should or should not do. So I never thought of myself as an evangelist.
Guess what! I am an evangelist. I try to share the Good News of Jesus in the way I live, act, and how I treat others. I am an evangelist for my children. I don’t have to be out on the streets talking to everyone I meet. It can start at home and spread from there.
That is why I am currently taking a Catholic class. I want more knowledge. We need more knowledge. The more knowledge we have the better. I just wish more Catholic churches would offer continuing education for the adults of the parish. Our learning shouldn’t end after we are confirmed. It should continue. We should always be learning about our faith.
So I wish that after reading this when you hear the word evangelization it may bring on a positive feeling. I hope we all strive to be the evangelists God always wanted us to be.
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The world seems to be falling apart. It seems like there is nothing that can be done. Sometimes I fear for the world my children will grow up in. We can’t control anything happening in the world.
We CAN control what we teach our children. Starting from when they are born. We can show them compassion, empathy and mercy. We can teach them about what is going on in the world but also teach them love not hate.
Mercy is having compassion for others; especially those you may think do not deserve it. It is not always easy to have mercy so we must practice it. Our children need to see us showing compassion to one another.
My mom is great at mercy. She shows love to everyone even when you know it can’t be easy. She always says about those she shows mercy to that they were the ones who needed it the most. It isn’t easy following in those footsteps, but I try. She tells me when my children are driving me crazy and I want to beat them, I need to just hug them. So I hug and hug a little more. I show them mercy.
If each one of us just tries to show a tiny ounce of mercy to those who we actually think does not deserve it, we may just see the change we hope for the world. Those who push people around and are mean could really use our mercy but you know what? Every one of us sins so each of us at one time or another could use a little mercy and compassion.