I love butterflies but the reason why might surprise you. Growing up I always saw myself as having no purpose in life and I often felt ugly. When I wasn’t feeling ugly about my physical looks I felt ugly on the inside. I never thought I would be good enough. I thought about how life would be without me in it and honestly I thought people would be better off. I thought God got me wrong. My parents weren’t expecting to have me, I was born a twin. I was the unexpected surprise. So maybe God got it wrong.
One thing is for sure, God never gets it wrong!
As I got older I had to figure a way out of feeling like this. I watched Oprah a lot and learned about self-help and felt like I could figure it out on my own.
Growing up I heard the story of ‘The Ugly Duckling’ often but that never really connected to me. Something that did connect for me was butterflies. I always loved butterflies because of their beauty but then I really thought about where they come from. I thought of caterpillars as ugly. To me they were not as beautiful as a butterfly. So that must be God’s plan for all of us. We all at one time or another have felt ugly, even if the people around us may not see it. For some if feels longer than others. Heck, you may think you are never going to get to that beautiful stage, but guess what? You are beautiful even if you don’t see it.
God truly created each and every one of us for a certain reason and to be beautiful. He wishes we all could see the beauty he sees.
If you are questioning your purpose in life or not loving what you see in the mirror, pray for clarity and don’t give up on life. God is always there for us even if we don’t realize it. He will help you see the beauty if you let him. Look at a beautiful butterfly and know that you are just as beautiful for being you. Or look at the ugly caterpillar and cheer it on to becoming what it is meant to be. You will get there just like the caterpillar. Keep your faith. Keep your hope. Most importantly keep on loving yourself as you are today.
God help us to see the beauty that you see in each of us. Please put in our path those who are going to lift us up and not tear us down. Thank you for each day you give to us and the opportunity it brings.
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